Saturday, August 7, 2010

Vitamins 2

Well, it's been a week and two days since I started taking vitamin b and d daily. Hasn't done much for my weight, yet. Honestly that's an up hill battle right now, but it should go better in a couple weeks when the new semester of classes forces me to get off my ass regularly. And now I'm wishing I hadn't piled them all into two days just on account of the fact that a full week of class would get me off my ass more.. Ah well.

Anyway, on the vitamin d happy pills front, I think they're helping, I think they really are. My default mood is much more happy, and much better, than it was before the vitamin d. So, yay.

...hell, there's proof right there that I'm in a better mood. I said "yay". I actually meant it, too, I wasn't being ironic or facetious. Weird.

There is, however, a slight downside to this success of chemicals. There are two things I am when I'm in a good mood, even before the chemical rebalancing:
1- An ass.
2- A lust monster with the libido of an entire zoo full of animals in mating season.
So, yeah. I'm a cheeky, teasing bastard who wants to hump everything in sight. ...not too different from a bad mood, to be honest, the good mood just means I'm kidding and teasing with my ass remarks, and that I'm actually in the mood to hump everything. Fortunately my rational mind carries a big enough stick that it can at least keep that part of my rational mind under control.

But it's good to be happy. It really is. Hell, I saw a dramatic change even just last Saturday. When I got home from house sitting and gaming, and put my stuff down, and relaxed a bit, I was actually happy to be home. Not just relieved, or less stressed because I was in my comfort zone again, actually happy to be back home. It was weird. I've never felt happy to be home, just appreciative to be able to retreat back into my lair and be comfortable.